Resolutions in Review

Today in combined Relief Society/Elders', we had a chat about new year's resolutions, and I got to feeling reeeaaal guilty about mine for 2013. I don't think I wrote them anywhere besides my last blog, which I deleted from the Internet after what we'll call a horrible miscommunication in regards to a post I wrote about dating. You wonder why I don't write about it much. Yeaah...

Anyway, I decided to look back at my resolutions. And I am embarrassed. Maybe I put too much on my plate. Maybe I should just be resolved to not keep any of my resolutions, which, if kept, will make me a liar and which, if not kept, will still mean that I didn't keep my resolution to not keep my resolutions, which means I'm still a liar. At any rate, let's see how I've done.

1. Attend the temple on a consistent schedule each month -- This is what I'd like to call a loaded resolution. I did get to going once a week for awhile on the same day, but then I slept in and decided, Meh. If I don't just go on, say, Wednesdays, I'll at least go some other time during the week. And right now, I've done a poor job. I have gotten into the temple at least once a month the whole year, however, and that is an accomplishment to me.
Resolution Status: basically kept. 

2. Read 50 books -- According to Goodreads, which sometimes lies to make me feel like more of a failure, I only read 21 books this year. Not even half. Last year I read 42. WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME?! THAT'S NOT EVEN TWO BOOKS A MONTH. *dies* I still have two days left to stuff myself full of literature.
Resolution Status: less than half kept. 

3. Finish Redd, the novel I started last year -- Um, I started it a little more. Does that count?
Resolution Status: not kept. 

4. Make a habit of doing yoga every day -- This will likely be my resolution until the end of time.
Resolution Status: not kept for the second to third year in a row. 

5. Work up to the point where I can climb 5.10 + walls -- I climbed a lot this summer, but the best I can do is a 5.8. I'm almost there.
Resolution Status: trying. 

6. Hike Flat Top -- finally! -- NEVAH!
Resolution Status: not kept for fourth year in a row. 

7. Find one project to get behind that will help dozens, maybe even hundreds, of people -- This is vague and I'm not sure I know what project we're talking about. Can we count Institute? My stake service projects? Signing the "I Stand with Phil Robertson" petition?
Resolution Status: kept. For sure. 

8. Read the Lord of the Rings series -- I read The Hobbit, which, as many pseudo and genuine Tolkein-obsessees would say: "DOESN'T COUNT!" I have started The Fellowship, though, so I'm well on my way to starting this resolution by the time it's too late. Yay for me.
Resolution Status: not kept. 

9. Get an internship -- KEPT! Almost twice, as I almost chose to have two internships this semester. It's probably a good thing that didn't work out.
Resolution Status: KEPT.

10. Eat at Chili's for the first time -- Alas, my lips may never taste the heavenly goodness of a lava cake for years to come. I'm too unmotivated and too broke.
Resolution Status: not kept. 

11. Make a galaxy print scarf -- I forgot that I wanted to do this.
Resolution Status: not kept. 

12. Find a quiet place to think/write -- This is an odd one. So far, the best I've been able to find is in the Institute Council room and Institute library, neither of which I have used properly to think or write or in quiet. So...yes, but no.
Resolution Status: technically kept. 

13. Make a writing schedule for myself -- I am an embarrassment to my chosen field.
Resolution Status: definitely not kept. 

14. Read scriptures at least 15 minutes a day -- At the beginning of the year, I was awesome. And then, I got less and less awesome.
Resolution Status: kept then not kept. 

15. Finish This is the Christ -- Um...coughcoughstartthisisthechristcough.
Resolution Status: coughforgottenaboutcough

16. Get published somewhere -- SUCCESS! I had my graphic skills published on a book cover. Not the publication medium I had planned on, but still publication!
Resolution Status: kept. 

17. Build a stronger relationship with my brothers -- With all seriousness, I think I can say that I kept this one. It isn't a perfect relationship, by any means, but it is a much healthier one than that of a few years ago.
Resolution Status: kept. 

18. Manage fear -- I guess you could say I've learned how to manage fear, but not entirely. Overcoming it is what I need to work on.
Resolution Status: kept. Sorta. 

So I guess it's:
Resolutions: 11
Ari: 7 

Here's to hoping next year I'll be more motivated. And finally eat my lava cake after a morning of intense warrior poses. 

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